life as an intern

i'm now practising in Cheras.
i'm not really with what i'm doing now.
i've to compete with other interns in getting clients and the time to conduct session.
at times, i feel that i'm too kind-hearted.
i really don't know how to say "no" to others.
he's a disabled individual.
it doesn't mean he can take advantage on me.
i've been too helpful to him.
i've to learn how to distance myself from him.
i can't let him always troublesome me.
he nearly ruin my life.
i feel disguising whenever he calls my name.
because i know for sure that he's going to troublesome me.
she's a pretty lady.
it doesn't mean she can get more privilege than me.
let's play it fare and square.
keeping telling me that she has many admirers makes me feel disguising.
listing out that she is the only individual that everyone will refer to shows that she's too self-centred.
it's like all the people in the world are living because of her.

both are too arrogant.
too self-interest.
never show empathy.

now...
he wants me to teach him English language.
she, on the other hand, wants me to teach her Mandarin language.
i've no time to take rest.
how could i squeeze time for their weird purpose.
i learnt Mandarin language since young.
i learnt English language, the most proper type, when i was in form four.
my family paid for the latter.

i've to be strong and independent.
i've to do all my proposal now so that i could finish everything on time.

("v")