my lovely site supervisor and the internship place

my lovely site supervisor is a lady in her fifties.
she is very nice and helpful.
i like to look at her.

i still remembered the first time i met her in the office.
she was so fabulous.
i talked to myself that she is very beautiful.
she is elegant.

she is the superintendent in the counselling unit.
her salary, i don't know, but i think it's around RM7K or above.

i hope i can join the police but the least qualification i also can't pass through.
i wear spectacles and i am too short.

i'm happy to be an intern in Maktab Polis Diraja Malaysia Kuala Lumpur in Cheras.
it's like a big family.
everyone in the office is very soft-spoken and helpful.
the rapport among the staff is very strong.

i'm now one of the family members here.
i'm proud to be one of them.


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Feeling Scared

i'm scared right now.
it's because i don't know when the supervision will be.
i've been worried for 3 weeks.
unlike other friends, their practical just requires them to write log book about what they have done on each day.
my practical is different.
that's why it's called internship.
i need to fulfill 600 credit hours.
300 hours: administration and management;
180 hours: organising activities and programmes;
080 hours: individual counselling sessions; and
040 hours: group counselling sessions.

when i first received the manual regarding the distribution of credit hours, i was shocked and i felt like i couldn't have a hard time to finish the 180 hours.
now, when i'm in the field, i think i may suffer from looking for clients to fulfill 080 hours and 040 hours.

i just came back from PRS course.
it was a three-day course.
actually, i became the technician for the course.
well, it was my job because i was told to help my lovely site supervisor, Madam Mary.

i am a punctual person but not the other 2 interns.
so, i have to wait them in the morning and to think of reasonable excuses for their lateness these three days.
bored.

besides, one of the speakers in the course was not the right person to give the talk regarding ethics.
she relied on me, and also the other two interns, to answer questions asked by participants.
OMG!
she should have prepared everything and have experience in handling stuff like this.
most probably she would be balcklisted in the speaker's list.

now, i'm looking forward the supervision.
hopefully it'll be done after chinese new year.
then, i can enjoy the whole week.

and i've to prepare and organise my programmes well so that i can impressed my lovely supervisor.


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life as an intern

i'm now practising in Cheras.
i'm not really with what i'm doing now.
i've to compete with other interns in getting clients and the time to conduct session.
at times, i feel that i'm too kind-hearted.
i really don't know how to say "no" to others.
he's a disabled individual.
it doesn't mean he can take advantage on me.
i've been too helpful to him.
i've to learn how to distance myself from him.
i can't let him always troublesome me.
he nearly ruin my life.
i feel disguising whenever he calls my name.
because i know for sure that he's going to troublesome me.
she's a pretty lady.
it doesn't mean she can get more privilege than me.
let's play it fare and square.
keeping telling me that she has many admirers makes me feel disguising.
listing out that she is the only individual that everyone will refer to shows that she's too self-centred.
it's like all the people in the world are living because of her.

both are too arrogant.
too self-interest.
never show empathy.

now...
he wants me to teach him English language.
she, on the other hand, wants me to teach her Mandarin language.
i've no time to take rest.
how could i squeeze time for their weird purpose.
i learnt Mandarin language since young.
i learnt English language, the most proper type, when i was in form four.
my family paid for the latter.

i've to be strong and independent.
i've to do all my proposal now so that i could finish everything on time.

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