Feeling Scared

i'm scared right now.
it's because i don't know when the supervision will be.
i've been worried for 3 weeks.
unlike other friends, their practical just requires them to write log book about what they have done on each day.
my practical is different.
that's why it's called internship.
i need to fulfill 600 credit hours.
300 hours: administration and management;
180 hours: organising activities and programmes;
080 hours: individual counselling sessions; and
040 hours: group counselling sessions.

when i first received the manual regarding the distribution of credit hours, i was shocked and i felt like i couldn't have a hard time to finish the 180 hours.
now, when i'm in the field, i think i may suffer from looking for clients to fulfill 080 hours and 040 hours.

i just came back from PRS course.
it was a three-day course.
actually, i became the technician for the course.
well, it was my job because i was told to help my lovely site supervisor, Madam Mary.

i am a punctual person but not the other 2 interns.
so, i have to wait them in the morning and to think of reasonable excuses for their lateness these three days.
bored.

besides, one of the speakers in the course was not the right person to give the talk regarding ethics.
she relied on me, and also the other two interns, to answer questions asked by participants.
OMG!
she should have prepared everything and have experience in handling stuff like this.
most probably she would be balcklisted in the speaker's list.

now, i'm looking forward the supervision.
hopefully it'll be done after chinese new year.
then, i can enjoy the whole week.

and i've to prepare and organise my programmes well so that i can impressed my lovely supervisor.


XPP