Temper

I don't have good temper.
Whenever I face with difficulty, I'll throw tantrums to others.
However, I've changed.
I try to learn to manage my emotions.
Still, I'll show my temper when I'm driving.
All kinds of harsh words will be coming out from my mouth (excluding bad words).
Although I'm learning to control and manage my emotions, I can't help myself of expressing my anger when I'm not in the right mood.
All my friends know about my temper, including my Little Xean Xean.
Still, they'll bear with me.
What they usually do is leaving me alone so that no one will get "hurt".
It's amazing to have friends that know how to treat a friend using the right way.
My Little Xean Xean-wise, he won't leave me alone.
It's because he'd be scared that I'll do something harmful to myself.
Thus, he'll accompany me when I'm not inthe right mood.
He did make me feel down sometimes.
So, it's his responsibility to cheer me up.
Still, I prefer him just accompanying me by my side rather than talking to me or asking me the reason of feeling down.
At times, he tries to ask and I only can look at him and show him a long face.
After feeling better, I'll talk to him.
This is the difference between man and woman.
Man is a reasonable creature.
Everything must have a reason behind.
While woman is an emotional creature.
Everything will be dealing with mood.

~("v")~